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Just a few words can turn your life upside down. I stood there looking at him then my eyes hit the groundI glanced back up looking to the side then up at the top of the wallI feel like my worlds about to fall down - Sad look on my faceLonging for him to realize we could work outI'd do anything to have him I can change, be more mature, I'd listen when you call..The good thing about me is that into us I would put my all. But he looks at me not knowing what to say but after a pause he speaks anyway"Saying it took courage to do what I did that he doesn't think that badly of me"But what can I say? I try to talk but my voice shakes and there's tears in my eyesI don't want him to see me cry...My body is taken over by a nauseous feeling Full of emotion, could my world be burning in front of me. I move my arms out I want to reach out and put my arms around his wasteI hate to think what my life will be like without him, Because there are things I only want if I can have him. Things that won't mean as much if he isn't mine... Love isn't meant to be easy I know But just tell me you love me, please just say it I'll get down on my knees, Extending his arm out toward me gesturing like he doesn't know What to do, catching his look I force my eyes to the ground..So we stand there opposite each other I can't speakI'm nervous really nervous insideI'm frightened completely frightened of what he might not say... I want to make him feel for me!! I'm getting desperate now so I look in his to show my emotions... He starts to speak again I want him to keep going till he says those 3 words because I can't just leave it all be now... I said I love you and I meant it so please my lovely don't intentionally hurt me~~ I feel my legs begin to turn I can't stand here any more knowing.. The tears are about to fall I start to walk away in mind I want him to come. After me and check I'm OK but I know he's in a difficult position so I Look back and he is just standing there like he wants to do or say something. But he can't I think of all the times I let people turn my feelings into a joke How people laughed and said I didn't stand a chance, But even back then I let him know in my own way Only I just wouldn't tell him out right like I have done nowI should start whipping the tears away, It hurts more than I can explain inside I know there are others out there but they are not him I wonder if he knows how much I'm in pain Yet what gets to me the most is that I'm the one that had toWalk away and I know I should start whipping the tears away ......