Wednesday, 26 September 2007

伤心苹果 - Sad apple

她爱吃苹果,却不会削苹果。
她和他谈恋爱时,第一次削苹果给他吃。

她削苹果的样子很特别,逆着削,且削下去许多的果肉。
他看了,笑着夺去她手里的苹果,说等她削好了,他便只能吃核了。
从此他不再让她削苹果,其实是怕她伤着自己的手。
后来他们结婚了,结婚后,她才发现他是真的爱她。
她不会做家务,他几乎包揽了他力所能及的一切。
她喜欢写作,业余的大部分时间都用在了爬格子上。
每次她写东西时,他都会放一盘她喜欢听的CD,然后坐在一边,默默地削一只苹果。
他削的苹果皮薄且连刀不断,还仔细地去了核,切开两半给她。
她觉得他削的苹果是世上最好吃的,因为那种特殊的爱的味道。  
她的写作一直不太顺,写出的作品大部分石沉大海,少数有回音的也只收到微薄的稿费,她笑自己不值,却依然不肯放弃自己手中的那支笔。 
她的这种情况一直到遇到傅朋才有所改变,傅朋是一家杂志社的主编,在一次笔友联谊会上,他们相识了。 
他不凡的谈吐给她留下了深深的印象,而她的美丽像早春的第一枝迎春花定格在了傅朋的眼里。
在傅朋的指导下,她的写作水平飞速进步,很快她便成了圈里公认的才女并受到广泛的关注,不久后她的第一本书面市了,销量极好,她沉浸在成功的喜悦中。
傅朋的博学、才干以及一个成熟男人的魅力,使她的爱发生了偏移。
虽然她知道不会有什么结果,因为他是一个有家的人。
可是她还是义无返顾地爱上了他,就像当初迷上写作一样。  
为了她这份爱情,她决定和他离婚。那晚,坐在电脑旁,她一个字也没有写出,几次话到嘴边又咽下。
他看出了她的犹豫,正在削的苹果皮忽然自手中断落,他不知是在怎样的心情下听完她离婚的理由,手中的苹果皮不停地断落、断落,一不留神,刀子扎进了他的手中,血顺着指头滑落下来,他感到心里阵阵疼痛。
可是,他依然削好去了核给她。她接过,在咬下第一口的时候,泪忽然流了下来,原本好吃的苹果在她的嘴里竟然没有了味道。
他们终于离婚了,她在感到轻松的同时,一抹疼痛开始在她的心里蔓延开来,她在一天天的心灵煎熬中度过。
因为她以为自己是在理智的状况下选择了爱情而放弃这段婚姻,她以为她做到了对感情负责,但令她感到奇怪的是,她并没因这份爱情而感到心灵愉悦。
而很多时候却是这样,在不经意的瞬间,她总会想起他,想起他为她削苹果的样子,心里有一种割裂开来的痛楚。
自从她离开他以后,她再没有吃过苹果,因为每次拿起苹果,她便会想起他们的婚姻。
可是,有一天她还是忍不住拿起苹果,她学着像他那样连刀不断地去皮,原来是那样难,几次苹果皮险些因削的力量不均而断掉,那是一份怎样的耐心呢?
她终于理解了他对她的那份感情,明白了她想要在婚姻中得到的东西是什么,可是她却永远地失去了。

Tuesday, 25 September 2007

My 'Ugly' FOOT

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My UgLy FOOT~ black nails ... hmm..isnt that ugly.. but i like it..cos i think this nails are really match with my slippa~~ isnt it? in the office.. doing nothing but on my mind is pop up with blogging~ blogging ... cant think of anythin on my mind.. think of a silly topic and just post..and thats it~ My ugly FOOT~!! the topic goes~ nvr imagine myself can be that free during office hour!

Just finish my vegetarian lunch, argg.. stomach so FULL~ cant help it... im so greedy ..eat non-stop~ i guess i really gonna put on weight this week! OMG!!!!

thank you, lion~

Best Candle Light @ Kuantan Beach Dear lion, thanks alot for the mms~ i like it so much! i wish i was there! if ever some1 can do that for me! bii, when r u going to do such things for me ? when r u going to bring me to Kuantan beach ? ayoyyo! Lion, this is the most best gift i got for this mooncake festival!! even tho is just a MMS nor than a mooncake ..hehe! i really like it so much! its so sweet ! so cute tim ~ Thank you org... glad that u still remember ME in this special Day! wish u all the best in the year 2007~ and ofcos wish u sweet sweet with ur darling org..so u must wish me too de orggg... hehe!! miss u orhh... dont ever forget me !! free find me Yam Cha lah~

my cute cute prettii cousin *celin*

haha~ you have been caught by MR.King Kong ~ yeah yeah~ notty girl been caught adii.. see next time you dare to notty or not!!
Arggg~ amhhh!! lets eat fries fries and burger!!greedy girl


Cheese~ isnt she cute? Bii, ur camera frame not bad huh!!!
Ther y0u g0 ms celin... cute & Adorable~
~ you've got a sweet smile ther girl~ cute cute

Sunday, 23 September 2007

Tiffany & CO 1837 Special edition ring

I really wish someone can propose me with this pair of ring..it is just so fantastic!! amazing man!! i love it.. it is so special! wel, ofcos for sum1 special like me huh? wakaka!! wel, where can i get this thingy? and which stupid boy is gonna get me this ? well, i think this is impossible.. im dreaming now i gues.. middle in the night , not sleeping..but hunger for that ring..wakaka~ anyone kn0ws bout this pair of ring? please do let me know!!!argg...this is so special and nice..i really love it alot man!!! so niceee~~~

I WANT I WANT.....

Saturday, 22 September 2007

hapii g0 luckii

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2day i very happiii... c0s... i g0t my ring ring back!! hehe!! i havent go the chance to snap the pic of it yet..but will s000n~ hehe!! today sum1 was suppose to buy me a ring.. but he break promise! he told me he got sumthing more special for me ..sumthing more nice and i would love it alot... then he told me don have to buy new ring .. he found back the old rings that i l0st las time! wel, in my miind i think it is just a very old ring which i bought when i was form2.. but !!! i never expect the ring that he mention was my fav love love couple ring..Lmited edition..!! couldnt find it anywher else.. Imported from HKG~ i cant believe it is still here! ithought i lost it @ Beijing~ oh my! i was so happi... wel, this is it!! my happii day ? just so easy ~ ayoyoyoy~ macam kena tipu leh... lost a good chance to WHAT him . aiksss~ but im really happii & glad i found this ring back!!!thanks bibi~ i love u..muakssss

Thursday, 20 September 2007

Pain Pain

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Pain Pain ~ My heart feel so pain.. 你伤了我的心~你知道吗? 为什么你要放你和她的照片而不是我和你的呢? 这很不公平耶!! 你哪可以这样对我的!!! 我很伤心啊!!当我看到你的MSN放着你和宝川的照片时,我一定猜到你的FRIENDSTER肯定是UPLOAD了新照片~哪知道。。看了之后,想也没想到。。会看到你和[她]的照片!! 唉~心真的很痛!不懂为什么,为什么,就是因为知道她的前科了。所以很不放心。她是怎样的人,我也了解! 你。。。。。。。。。。。。。真的弄我很心痛***你明知道我一定会介意的,那为什么你还要放呢?你是特地气我的吗?u dont understand me at all. You never care bout my feelings ! u ust know how to make me angry and be fierce to me! cant you just be fair treating me like others? i feel really innocent! why am i so differnt from the others?



*JasoNicole*

Monday, 17 September 2007

"Xuan炫" Cafe

I drank alot t0day..is time to oink oink!!
Carlsberg ~ your best Choice

look so Down geh?

ღ-bang bang bang-ღ I felt this pic look kinda WEIRD!


Feel so relax~ so Free~ so wonderful~ 10pm in the night, @ Xuan Cafe.. Listening to love songs ~ drinking Carlsberg ... wow! so enjoying huh~ I cant get myself out of there,until the band is ofF .. around 12sumthng and my beer is finish !! then go home.. i love when *Min Jie* was singing 退后~ it was so touching ... This song makes me think of who? (JAson) . He is drunk by n0w .. He called me ..so sudden ! telling me that he misses me and he hope to see me later. I was so happy .... 好幸福orh!

LoveLy SaturdAy

**PROMOTING**

SHark Fin ~ Guess how much is it? my m0st unforgetable Shark fin ever!!!

Wah.. looking so fierce huh? sudden found my glasses inside my bag..so trying to PLAY gain!! play what? play fashion and play with my h/p de camera loh!! guess who is beside me? lenglui la ofc0s!!

Right Before i go out... Standing infront of the mirror!! snap non-stop!! know why? haha!! becos... i love this clothes so much!! thats why i keep on snap picx only!! i get myself got change bout 4 times only i satisfied with my curent suit!!!ღ-Happii Saturday-ღ

my BIG tummy~

OMG!!! MUMMY!!! HELP!!!!

BIG BIG liao~大肚子?
weekends nothing to do...stuck a small MAS pillow inside my shirts..so guess what? my tummy become big big liao !! haha!!!! look like 大肚婆!! haha!! everybody thought i was pregnant!! when i show this pic pic to po po..she laugh so loud!! well, trying to imagine how will i be like when im pregnant!!! wakaka!!

Friday, 14 September 2007

-x-Sauna Day -x-

Ayooyo~ who is this sexy girl? ooouu~ is ME!!! *JK*


This is Aunty ? yeRRR~
Sauna day with ms jennifer Lim~ Crazii fella~ i think both of us cant stick up together!! or else ... the world will turn up side down..wakakak!!

Tuesday, 11 September 2007

x-xbubuling @ old town aCt coOL

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This picx was taken by JEN~ the siao cha boh of cos~ nothing to do!! ppl go o-town to yam cha.. but i go there... snap photozzz? am i nuts or what? but ... hmmp~ i think i look very COOL in this picx..wakakak!! Jen,thanks for da pic huh!!! c0s,,for making me look more SHARP!!hehe

Monday, 10 September 2007

gRandma @ Friends Cafee~

Grandma @ Friends Cafe! s0 HOT, isn't it? she's so HOT.. going Yam Cha with us..middle in the night g0 yam cha.. haha!! sum0re saw a siao cha bohxx there!!! Jen the Crazii GirL~ sudden got a girl appears on behind me !!! poom!! is siao cha boh...

**booo Boo***

Thursday, 6 September 2007

D0nt *sim sim* fr0m my Camera leh


Bibi, d0nt try to *sim* sway from my camera~ no matter what i gonna snap a picx of you today!!! I want t0 blog it... Bii, itzzz s0 hard to get ur picx sumtimes~ why cant you just let me have a pic of you? when i am not with you, i will miss you alot geh orh! oooo~ This picx u lookk quite cute also ... c0s cant see your face.. haha!! (Get what i meant?) haha~

Our Symbol~ ♂ ♀

ღ-JasoNicole-ღ








Hehe!! This symbol mean so much to me!! isnt it?

Thanks Bibi for giving me this as a gift!! hmmP.. but it doesnt consider as a gift at all ~c0s .... I ask u t0 buy geh!! haha~ s0 does this mean i force you?oh well, it doesnt matTer ...
As long as this belongs to us bahxx~! ~ Muaxxss muaxxss Bibi~
Bii..I kn0w u are busy with your work, but pls pls pls take care of urself and pls pls pls drink more water!! dont be so naughty la~ listen to me can ma? Pr0mise de 0rh.. nga0 nga0 sau zi mei de 0h~~

Wednesday, 5 September 2007

Blingee @ bubuLing 550

Seee... Im am Da b0ss? doing nothing ..

Hangging around with that ugly Cards of ZAX? euhhh !!! Sing "Negara Ku" ~ & Cheese~
Blingee Blingee de me~ aiksss... What am i doing? nothing to do playing around with my picxx.. ishh.. just g0t nothing to do guahh.. hmm, nowadays i rarely go on9 to blog~ i tried to go on9 @ home.. but my line is bit crazziii (like me),,, hehe~ i wonder whats on my head... ntohing but empty~

Super "50" Party

It wazz s0 HOT ... Cool isnt it? hehe!

W0w. ...S0 hands0me and Cute~



Super '50' party! Lets Rock!!! LEts Dance!!!

Danny, Zax, Lin, Phoebe, Buddy, Kang, and more...ETC

Sunday, 2 September 2007

相信 [Trust]

ღ-TrusT-ღ

我们都哭了
没有值得不值得
就在这里
停格框住最后的脸色
让我们最难过的
是因为曾经快乐
后来的转折
我们都无法预测
只能这样了
继续下去又如何
就当上了一课
保留被爱的资格
以后还会想你的
也许不再难过了
我们的角色
变成彼此的旁观者
我相信爱是真的
我相信你是对的
就算我们重新选择
仿佛伤害早就被预设
我相信爱是真的
所以才会舍不得
在放手的那一刻


只能这样了
继续下去又如何
就当上了一课
保留被爱的资格
以后还会想你的
也许不再难过了
我们的角色
变成彼此的旁观者
我相信爱是真的
我相信你是对的
就算我们重新选择
仿佛伤害早就被预设
我相信爱是真的
所以才会舍不得
在放手的那一刻
我相信爱是真的
我相信你是对的
就算我们重新选择
仿佛伤害早就被预设
我相信爱是真的
所以才会舍不得
在放手的那一刻
爱在分手那一刻
By: Nicholas Teo (Da Prince)

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